Wednesdays are my hang out and work on 40k day at the local Games Workshop, and I'll be doing more assembling there tomorrow. I really really love my paint station. I got the Games Workshop for my birthday. I'll post pictures later. I can't wait to use my brother's SLR. I didn't get my actual useful job skills in the Navy but Photo Journalism sure has it's fun uses! I'm liking a good drink more nowadays, and I was thinking of picking up some Crown Royal. I do love my energy drinks but I'm trying not to get dependent on them.
Yarrrrr I think
Five Weird Things about me:
1. I use Caffeine to moderate my mood.
My mood when I was a teen was rather erratic to say the least. So I drank soda to moderate the rise and fall to a more predictable rate. Dark soda's make me feel the moodiest, Mountain Dew code red is the most stable. Amp Energy Drink: Revitalize makes me feel very creative. Green Tea makes me focus while cleaning out my system. Mexican Coke (Pure Cane Sugar) tastes great and I feel normal without being bloated. In general I'm much more calm and focused in a whole sense under the influence of caffeine.
2. I have a complete and total hate of being embarrassed.
I grew up with a giant chip on my shoulder. I got picked on about the entire time I was in school. I have a complete hate for people who lash out at others because they can't handle themselves, and I recognize that these people are the ones who have throughout my entire childhood helped propel it to what it was. I'm a better person now, where I have personally got over this phase (to a lesser extent) but it is completely instinctive reflex to recognize these people on sight and be very leery of them.
3. I'm paranoid of the high majority of people I know from k-12
I didn't have a lot of friends growing up, and the ones I did I grew apart from, or social Darwinism did it's part. I believe the bitterness of isolation did it's toll, and I feel like I'm being observed on a deeper level from them. The different and multiple times and betrayal of trust had distorted my reality at such an impressionable age to such an extent, I have found it better for me move locations, so I can live without the stigmas ingrained into my skull.
4. I like to work hard and only when it doesn't involve thinking.
I over think things a lot, and come with over complicated solutions to not so complicated problems. So my when a simple task comes up that requires a lot of physical effort (that I can't find a way out of) I really enjoy it. Changing the oil on my car, rotating tires, helping someone else with a move, painting something large. It's somewhat spiritual for me to be able to be at peace with such a rudimentary task.
5. I lack your "average or everyday" type of perception.
I kinda grew up sheltered and watched too much TV so I either know nothing about it or a I have a few skewed 1990's point of few on things. Also, I grew up listening to pretty much nothing. Just whatever I ran into in high school, kinda every my friends that grew up with great bands like Journey, and Queen and stuffs.







